i am an addict
and i can't help it. i guess that follows from the fact that i'm addicted at all. sweets will have the best of me on even a good day. i've been soooooo good...and i've been trying to talk myself into believing that an apple constitutes dessert after dinner (and talking myself into this means talking in my head the whole time as i eat the apple...the whole time). but yesterday i had a huge slice of a yummy cheesecake and then today after lunch i wanted a cookie (had to have the cookie) and i have a feeling it's all downhill from here.
yes, i should be motivated to give up anything made with sugar because i'm so motivated to working out. but the fact that my tummy is the same as it's always been (and that i blame on my mum and her dad), with or without sugar, i can't seem to hold myself away from sweets. especially certain times of the month. can i ever give up sugar? does the fact that i don't own a bag of white sugar count?
my legs are super sore today as yesterday was 'legs day' at the gym. i shouldn't be sore anymore, but i guess i've been lazy on legs days...rationale: i have great legs, why do i have to work hard at them? (sadly, those aren't mine) but they're not toned or anything so i need to. also, i think, i'm not as motivated about working out my legs because of recurring knee and back issues. i swear i'm only 24...well, 25 next month.
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