wonder what happened
you know, i think my life kinda progressed in the wrong direction. in terms of academics anyway. i used to be a star student in high school, some of which was lost in undergrad, but i managed to retain a degree with distinction. come grad school, i just didn't have the motivation in any of the courses to do well. i just did whatever minimum was required of me to pass the courses. i could have worked harder, could have done better, but i just didn't feel like it. and now i feel like i've become just average.
sure there are things that have changed for the better. and there have been considerable accomplishments for life in general. but sometimes i feel like there could have been more there for me by this time, and i just haven't achieved everything i could have. i'm not sure if this all comes from not being able to find a job! having said that, i know i'm not even trying right now.
this freaking cough is getting the better of me. woke up this morning feeling like crap. and i have to write up a stupid presentation today. this presentation is to be done next thursday, and for some strange reason we have to send our Powerpoint presentations over to the department and our discussants a week ahead of time! i always do my presentations a day or two ahead so i know what's going on, and it's fresh in my head. oh well.
the only thing bad about living alone is that it's boring. i miss talking!
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