back to school it is
my advisor seemed a tad disappointed in me this afternoon when i popped by to see him. he thought
I seemed depressed...and i am a bit, as far as work is concerned. the thing is, i think we're misunderstanding each other slightly. or the truth is that i'm hiding the truth from him. he doesn't know how unmotivated i've been this summer, and that's why the lack of progress. the fact that i have absolutely no clue what to do about my research methods has something to do with the lack of progress since if i haven't been making an effort to try and learn what to do. i don't blame him for ever so slightly losing faith in me...i really wish i could make myself work more, but i just am enjoying the summer too much...work and fun have become mutually exclusive in my life right now. only if dr. d knew the truth!
i saw something really disturbing on tv yesterday. something on discovery was showing an elephant giving birth. the poor mum was in so much pain, and didn't seem to know what to do. eventually when the baby elephant came (thank god i don't ever have to deliver a baby elephant!), it was a sight to see...not a pretty sight, mind you...and it was amusing to watch the instant maternal instincts that came out of the elephant that just moments ago was sadly tearful from the pain and didn't have any idea even what position to be in. as miraculous as that natural instinct was to watch, i was slightly traumatized for hours after watching the show...
i have a zit in my ear...of all the places in the world!!
my advisor seemed a tad disappointed in me this afternoon when i popped by to see him. he thought I seemed depressed...and i am a bit, as far as work is concerned. the thing is, i think we're misunderstanding each other slightly. or the truth is that i'm hiding the truth from him. he doesn't know how unmotivated i've been this summer, and that's why the lack of progress. the fact that i have absolutely no clue what to do about my research methods has something to do with the lack of progress since if i haven't been making an effort to try and learn what to do. i don't blame him for ever so slightly losing faith in me...i really wish i could make myself work more, but i just am enjoying the summer too much...work and fun have become mutually exclusive in my life right now. only if dr. d knew the truth!
i saw something really disturbing on tv yesterday. something on discovery was showing an elephant giving birth. the poor mum was in so much pain, and didn't seem to know what to do. eventually when the baby elephant came (thank god i don't ever have to deliver a baby elephant!), it was a sight to see...not a pretty sight, mind you...and it was amusing to watch the instant maternal instincts that came out of the elephant that just moments ago was sadly tearful from the pain and didn't have any idea even what position to be in. as miraculous as that natural instinct was to watch, i was slightly traumatized for hours after watching the show...
i have a zit in my ear...of all the places in the world!!
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