little things that matter

indecisions everywhere

i got complaints about not updating the blog from one of two people who even know about the blog! well, here i am updating instead of working... it's been a while since i wrote here, and i needed to see what ms. eire had on her blogspot to find some inspiration. the whole message board thing was hilarious and brought back fond memories of 154 :) we don't have a message board in my 5-person hole of a basement (it's actually quite good for a basement, but i'm never ever renting one again!) but i've had to leave a post-it or two abt a missing knife and the cleanup of cat fur all over our little bathroom which no one uses. yeah, we have a cat in the basement...a cat with a serious psychological problem...i don't know if it's on medication, but i personally think it should be. i think it has to do with loneliness...the owner of the cat leaves her alone in the house and just takes off (something like i do on the weekends, but i don't own a cat) and the cat just meows and meows at six in the morning, waking up the rest of the house. and it's jittery allllllllll the time...u walk past it and it'll screech, run and hide under the dining table. this morning i found it hiding in the little cube-shelf sorta thing we have for shoes. so sabbath (black sabbath is her name...she's a beautiful black cat, actually, just weird) finds it amusing also to wait outside the bathroom door while i shower to give me the fright of a lifetime when i step out and almost squish her. and then she does her screech-and-run. she also just pops out of places at night and i'm afraid i might have a premature heart attack. i'm probably the only person she likes besides her owner, and i like it when she comes and nuzzles my knee while i sit and watch tv (weird, i said already), but at other times i'd really rather not have her in the house. indecisive as i am abt eeeeeeeeeverything...especially personal things...it's really bad when i 'decide' on monday evening that i'm not going to this thing on tuesday night in toronto because i'd have to come back wednesday to attend class, and then 'decide' tuesday morning that oh, it'd be nice to go to this thing. so i don't really take decisions....i never can....even when i know that i must take one side or another regarding certain issues - i just say things, and then go back on them. i'm your quintessential confused youth (don't ask where i came up with that one)...maybe i'm not considered 'youth' at 24.... ok that's it for this one. it's long as it is....i should just post mroe often, and post shorter messages... ciao!

posted by pebblesia @ 3:10 PM